Wednesday, November 30, 2016

The Door

                                                                           The Door
       The world, as we know it, is a lie. You may not believe me, you don’t have to. I believe me. If only I weren’t so curious.
       The entire incident was completely coincidental. The big cosmic joke, called an accident, a happenstance, an occurrence. Whatever you call it, I suppose that it was my fate.
       I was cleaning up after work on a late night in August of 2012. My boss only trusted me with the after hours clean up, as I was the only employee without a record. I thought it was absurd, personally. Mostly because I would have welcomed help with all of the work, and secondly, because I actually had interactions with my co-workers and they were freaking fantastic human beings, records be damned. People make mistakes, a philosophy that my employer did not subscribe to. I would do my job without complaint, however. Ever the obsequious little maiden.
       Enough of that, you’re wanting to know why the world is a lie. What proof I have, and not about my crappy job. Well, hold your horses. I had to establish the background. Back on topic, now. As I was clocking out at the front of the store, I saw a flash out of the corner of my eye. It appeared to come from the eastern end of the parking lot, near the dumpsters, where there were no streetlights, no light at all, in fact. A very dangerous area in the dark. Even in a small town.
        I figured it was probably a reflection from headlights on some glass or something, so I ignored it and continued to clock out, which took freaking forever, because the machine had to be an ancient artifact. It beeped every time I swiped my card. Which was like 20 times. And then I still had to manually input my time.
       Finished with the ancient machine, I set the alarm - another ancient artifact - and locked the door. I was walking to my car, when I saw another flash, this time I could also hear a sound. And there were no cars. So, my earlier theory of headlight reflections didn’t jive.
       The sound was creepy and low. It sounded like a movie zombie moan. I was honestly freaked out. Also curious, which completely overshadowed any fear I had. I was a very inquisitive person, okay?
I made my way over to the dumpsters. The dumpsters were at the very end of a small alley on the east end of the parking lot, up against a rock wall that looked like it should be part of a castle in Ireland, instead of a parking lot in rural North Carolina. I noticed that the area was very clean, which was weird, because it was three days until garbage day, so there should be garbage everywhere. Nothing for light to reflect off of, in other words. Super creepy. I walked closer to investigate.
       There was another flash of light, this time it sort of pulsated, and the sound was a bit higher, more of a slow “whoosh” now instead of a zombie moan. My curiosity drew me ever onward. A full fifty yards of a journey later, I came to the dumpsters. The dumpsters looked like normal dumpsters, dark green, smelly, big. You didn’t start reading this for a description of dumpsters, so I’m not going to go any further along that tangent.
       The pulsating light grew brighter and brighter and the pulsating became slower and slower. There was a blinding flash and a thud and suddenly a door was in the wall. A normal looking, wooden door, like one you would see on any house. “Ummmm…” I kind of thought to myself. “Okay. Super weird.”
I decided, what the heck and shuffled closer. The doorknob was slightly rusty looking and I could see a bluish light under the door. The “whoosh” sound was louder and clearer now. Curiosity was pulling me forward and I grabbed the knob and turned it. At first, it wouldn’t turn, it was rusty after all. I put a bit more force into the turning and I heard a clink and the door opened.At first, I couldn’t see a thing. Then, my eyes adjusted and I saw what changed my view of the world.
       It looked like a sort of electrical closet. There were wires, circuit boxes, security monitors, and strange, blinking lights on what seemed to be sensors of some sort. Then, suddenly, another, smaller door to the left of the monitors opened and a small man came out. He was dressed like a security guard and when he noticed me, his eyes opened wide and he reached for a button on the panel of blinking lights. I put my hand on the door and stepped in.
      “You can’t be here,” he said. “You’re not supposed to know about any of this.”
      “What is this? What’s going on?”
      “Little girl, this is the real world. Now you know that. You can’t go back.”
       
He closed the door with a button and took my arm, “Don’t touch me! Tell me what is going on!”
       “Come with me. You’re an employee here now. You’ll learn everything in your orientation.”
       Indeed, I did learn everything. I learned that what you and I thought of as our world, as our reality was only one of about two thousand experiments. Everyone, in all of the experiments was implanted with a microchip at birth. Everything that we did was monitored, every interaction, every movement, EVERYTHING. Also, I wasn’t the only one to have discovered this. Two-thirds of the “employees” were people, like myself, who had accidentally stumbled upon one of the doors. Probably most of the “missing persons”. Many of the people just lived their new lives here in the inner workings of the “lab”.         Some of us formed a plan. We had to let everyone, in all of the experiments know the truth.
      I am the only one left. I am probably dead now. However, if you are reading this, I didn’t die in vain. If you believe what you have read, please, do something. It would be better to know the truth. The doors usually materialize around 3am. When shifts change. Often around architectural structures that look out of place. So, if you see an old fashioned stone wall in a rural parking lot, a brick wall near a trailer park, fancy, wrought iron fence on a farm, this is probably where the doors will appear.
I don’t believe you are in any danger, only if you actually open the door will anything happen to you. Don’t open the door. Just knowing that it’s there is enough.

By Jessica Caldwell

World Peace

                                                       World Peace
       My ordinary life has become quite peculiar. Let me tell you little bit about it.
       It all started on my 30th birthday. My mom got me a blue bathrobe with “sugar, sugar” embroidered on the butt. Nice mom, nice. She said that it might help me find a man. Who was going to see me in a stupid fluffy bathrobe with idiotic words on it? Ugh.
       My best friend took me out to dinner that night and gave me her gift. It was a beautiful, if a little silly, sculpture of a chicken. It was red, gold, and green with jeweled tail feathers. It looked very delicate. I thanked her and asked where she found it, she informed me that she saw it in an antique store window while she was on vacation. She said that it reminded her of me. Great, now my best friend thinks I’m a chicken. Not a very nice complement. I ordered the steak and potatoes for my dinner, while she ordered her usual salad with light vinaigrette dressing. She must also think I’m a fat meat and potato eating chicken. I was glad when this night was over.
       I got home and put the admittedly pretty chicken sculpture on the mantlepiece, kicked my shoes off, threw my clothes in the hamper and put on the stupid bathrobe, which I have to admit was very comfortable.
       I woke up on the couch in the middle of the night with the chicken on my chest. What the crap? I put that thing on the mantle! It was making a clicking noise. All of a sudden, It cracked right down the middle and a very bright, golden ball of light flew up from it and formed into a small, feathered person on my coffee table.
       “Give me your wishes, I only have eternity you know.” It’s screechy voice scared me so badly that I threw the broken sculpture at it. It sailed right through whatever this thing was.
       “Every time!” The little person screeches. “What is wrong with you humans? I come to give you wishes, and you throw things at me, so ungrateful!”
       “What are you?” I manage.
       “I am a Shaytan. I have been stuck in that stupid statue for ages and I have turned into a stupid chicken! So, do you want wishes or do you want to let me go? Because I really don’t like having things thrown at me.”
       “Wishes? Like, whatever I want? How many?”
       “Yes, yes, whatever you want. You get three” It says this with a wicked gleam in it’s eye and I completely forgot all the stories of genies and how they love to trick people.
       “Okay, I wish for eternal youth, I wish for unlimited wealth and I wish for world peace.”
       “Done!”
       And now, I am sitting on an island made of gold, with a baby doll and a talking dove named World Peace. So, yeah. Pretty peculiar.
By Jessica M Caldwell

Saturday, November 19, 2016

In the Heat of the Moment

                                                                     Hungry



      Have you ever had a moment of rashness that you wish that you could take back?  Who hasn't?
I sure have.  I wish more than anything that I could take back what I did a few days ago...

      I'm sitting in my cell in county lockup trying to understand why I did what I did.  I did it, of that there can be no doubt.  I am the guiltiest of the guilty.  I have total recognizance of the incident.  I just can't understand the purpose of my crime.  What was I thinking?  I wasn't thinking.  That's the problem.  I guess I'm going to have to take you to the scene and tell you about it.  

      We've all seen the Snickers commercials about not being you when you're hungry.  Well, let me tell you, I was one hungry mofo on the day of my crime.  That doesn't excuse me, not at all, I just wanted to tell you that.  I hadn't eaten in like two days, so, yeah.. Well, anyway, back to the story.  I had a crazy schedule, work, school, homework, family.  I remember distinctly the argument with my mother and then my fiance, leaving the house and driving to the store.  I had a breakdown in the car and could barely see the road through my tears.  I got to the store and realized that I had forgotten my purse.  With all of my money.  I was not going back to the house to get into another argument about stupid crap with the two people I loved the most.  I was so hungry and I could think of nothing more than a candy bar, a cold soda and maybe some chips.  However, I had no money, so what was my stupid, forgetful, hangry self to do?  

      I have a bb gun that looks like a .22 pistol in my glove compartment.  I decide, in a moment of inspiration, to just go in and take what I want and if anyone bothers me, point the gun at them.  Now you know what I did.  I stole a candy bar, a drink and a bag of chips.  Because I was too hungry to think.  I think I will only get community service or a fine. Moral of the story?  Don't go two days without eating because you are busy, don't argue with your loved ones over stupid crap, and don't steal stuff when you can just easily go home and get your money and pay for it. 



      


Monday, September 5, 2016

Insomnia

Insomnia

Alone in the dark
Afraid to move
Sounds creep in
Do not breath
Pull the blanket
Up, tuck in feet
What was that?
In the closet
Under the bed
A car goes by
I see a shadow
Is it imagination
Or a demon
Come for me?
A shadow fiend
To take my soul
The light of dawn
To my window
Creeps slowly in
Welcomed sleep, now
Begin again tomorrow.

By Jessica Caldwell

Monday, August 29, 2016

It Was All A Dream?

                                                            IT WAS ALL A DREAM?
       I had never thought that I would be able to have children, so when the doctor came in and said, "Congratulations are in order, Mrs. Sullivan, you're going to be a mother." My jaw hit the floor. 
       My husband and I had been told that we could never have children without extensive fertility treatments and possibly not even then. I had a rare condition that caused my uterus to be turned the wrong way. Needless to say, my husband and I were thrilled. 
       We waited 3 months before we told our families about the pregnancy, wanting to be sure I wouldn't lose the baby. Our families were thrilled. This would be my mother's first grandchild, given that I was an only child.
        I was told by doctors that I would most like have to have a caesarean. I was completely okay with this. Any way to get this child into the world would be a miracle to me. At 5 months, we found out that we were having a boy. A very healthy boy.
        My mother threw my baby shower and we got so much baby clothes and baby accessories that we knew we couldn't possibly use it all, but we were just so thrilled about the baby that we put it all up and decided to go through it after he arrived.
        I gave birth to a beautiful, healthy 8lb 4.6oz baby boy. He was perfect. He hardly ever cried. Our families spoiled him and I have to admit that we did as well. He was amazing. He crawled at 3 months, walked at 10 months. The only odd thing was that he never made any baby sounds. He never tried to say "mama" or "dada". He never cooed or giggled. He smiled plenty, but never laughed.
        The doctors said that all babies do things differently and to not be worried, he would do these things in his own time. His first birthday came and we had a big party. He crammed cake in his mouth and smeared it in his hair. He smiled for all the pictures and videos. Never made a sound. Not even a whimper when he got sleepy. He fell asleep in his highchair. All of this was normal for him. He was our little saint.
        He passed the 18 month mark a few days ago. Yesterday morning, I heard him making sounds in his room. When I came in, he was pointing at his window saying something that sounded like "zybloo, badop maga allaza gadool." I was just happy he wasn't silent anymore and thought that he was just making baby sounds at last. I was proven wrong last night.
        I heard a crash from his room and I shook my husband awake, so that we could investigate the noise. Neither of us could have been prepared for what we witnessed. 
       The window was open and the curtains were billowing in the wind. Above our son was a small, circular, swirling ball about the size of a softball. As we watched, it grew in size and it began to glow and pulsate. Our son was speaking to it in the same gibberish he had spoke in the other morning. As he spoke, the pulsations grew faster and the orb grew in size until it was as big as he was. The same gibberish began coming from the orb, now the size of a toddler.
        Our son turned to us, and in plain, perfect English, he said "I want to thank you for the privilege of your womb, the generosity you have shown to me is overwhelming. I am the Emperor Gadool. To be reborn, I had to have a host and you, having never had spawn of your own, were perfect for my needs. I never expected to be treated with such care. Before I return to my world, my dimension, I will make something right for you. Your womb shall be ripe from this day forward. You shall see us no more. No one but you will remember that you hosted me. I am truly regretful to leave such a kind host. Please, do not be troubled. You shall be joyful, quite soon." With that, he disappeared. 
       I awoke this morning and I look as if I am at the very least 7 months pregnant. My phone says it is the day of my baby shower. 2 years ago. It must all have been a dream. None of that could have been real. I can remember it all, however, I can also remember this entire pregnancy. I'm having girl. It had to have been a dream.
By Jessica M Caldwell

Mirrors

                                                                        MIRRORS
        I can't even look in a mirror anymore. In fact, any reflective surface is completely unsafe. It all started when I was in college.
        My friends and I went out one night looking for something fun to do, you know, get into something. We hit up a few bars, but they were all boring. We decided to just walk down the street and see if anyone was having a party and just crash it. Good times, you know. 
        As we were walking, an old lady, dressed in rags stepped out from an alley. She asked us if we had any change for her. My friend, Nelly, said "why don't you get a job, you stinking bum" her dad is a republican, we all tend to overlook her rudeness. The old lady scowled. 
       She turned to my friend, Haley, with imploring eyes. Haley just frowned and scrunched her nose. The lady smelled pretty bad. Then the old lady turned to me. I started laughing and said, "I think you may want to take a bath or something, and threw a few pennies at her." I felt pretty bad inside, but I didn't want my friends thinking I approved of panhandlers. 
       That's when the old lady stood up straight and in a loud voice, cried "I curse you. Every one of you. You are all young and beautiful with full, happy, rich lives ahead of you. I take that away. You two will die young and alone," she said of my friends. "But, you," she turned towards me. " you will see your soul for what it is. You'll never see beauty again." 
       My friends laughed and we walked away. I had a strange feeling in my stomach. But, I followed them anyway. We couldn't find anything fun to do. So we just went home. 
       The next morning I got up to take a shower and when I looked in the mirror, I had no eyes. I jumped back, startled. I checked again and I still could not see my eyes in the mirror. And my skin looked like corpse skin, gray and splotchy. I was freaked out, naturally. I looked in my compact mirror and it was the same thing, except where my lips should have been, there was a jagged bleeding hole.
        I heard a knock at the door and I pulled on my hooded robe. And kept my face down. I answered the door. It was the police. They were there to tell me that Nelly and Haley were both found dead this morning on opposite ends of town. I told the officer what I knew, that as far as I knew they had gone to bed when I had last night. I didn't know anything else. He wouldn't tell me how they died. I found out later that they both had had massive strokes. I thanked the cop, crying, and closed the door. I saw my reflection in the window of the door. I looked like a gargoyle, crying tears of blood.
        To this day, 15 years later, I have no mirrors in my house. I have heavy curtains on all the windows. I walk everywhere I go, with my head down. I want to find this old lady to reverse this curse, but somehow I feel I deserve it. I can't stand to see my soul.but somehow I feel I deserve it. I can't stand to see my soul.
By Jessica M. Caldwell. (previously written for reddit r/nosleep)

Cloudy Day

                                                      CLOUDY DAY
       This story was told to me by a friend of a friend.
       The day was a dark and cloudy day in mid autumn. It had one of those eerie feelings. The kind that makes your hair stand up on the back of your neck.It was the kind of day that you just want to stay inside, with the doors locked and the curtains closed.
        Unfortunately, Sheila had things to do. Her elderly mother needed her to run errands for her and she also needed to pick a few things up for herself.She sighed and bundled up to go out and face the creepy day.
        As she was driving to her mother's house she noticed the lack of cars on the road. She chalked it up to the weird day and tried to pay it no mind. However, there was the niggling feeling in the back of her mind that this was just not normal.
       She got to her mother's house and let herself in through the side door, like always. Usually, her mother's chihuahua ran yapping, ready to attack, but he was nowhere to be seen, or heard. Very strange, Sheila thought. She walked through the house, calling for her mother. No response. Her mother was nowhere in the house.
       She decided to walk to the neighbor's house and ask them if they had seen her mother leave with anyone today. She rang the doorbell five times, there was no answer.
She noticed how quiet the neighborhood was. She also noticed that the eery light of the day had taken on a strange, yellowish glow.
       Sheila felt very nervous and started running for her car. That's when she heard the noise. It was a metal on metal screech. It was very loud.Then the strange yellow light disappeared. Sheila heard dogs barking. She saw a few people coming outside to pick up their newspapers.
       She went to her mother's house and her mother's annoying little chihuahua greeted her with it's customary disdain. She found her mother sitting at the kitchen table, drinking coffee.
       "My, Sheila," she said. "You're early, I didn't expect you until after 10."
       Sheila looked at the clock and it was 12 noon.She could not explain what had happened that day. No one realized that anything had gone wrong.
Her mother, who had been healthy, died suddenly three days later. Half of the community, the young and old came down with strange illnesses. Some died.
       Sheila still does not know what happened. She doesn't go out on cloudy days anymore. She wonders if maybe she's just a little crazy.
By Jessica M Caldwell